bold evertything is me ^^

I am a morning person. I am a perfectionist. I am an only child. I am Moeslim. I am currently pregnant. I am currently suffering from a broken heart. I am left handed. I am married. I am addicted to MySpace. I’m shy around the opposite sex. I bite my nails. I currently regret something I have done. When I get mad I curse. I don’t like anyone. I enjoy rock music. I enjoy RNB and pop. I enjoy jazz music. I have a car. I have a cell phone. I have a pet. I have at least one brother or sister. I have been to another country. I have been told that I’m smart. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. I had a broken bone. I have caller ID on my phone. I have changed a lot over the past year. I had surgery. I have killed another person. I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have had the cops called on me. I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t. I have mood swings. I have rejected someone before. I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy. I have watched Sex and the City. I like Shakespeare. I love to cook. I love Michael Jackson. I love sleeping. I love to shop. I miss someone right now. I own over 100 CDs. I own over 100 DVDs. I own and use a library card. I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. I read books for pleasure in my spare time. I sleep a lot during the day. I strongly dislike math. I think Britney Spears is pretty. I will try ALMOST anything once. I work at a job that I enjoy. I would classify myself as ghetto. I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White. I am currently wearing socks. I am tired. I am currently waiting for someone. I lost contact with someone. I hate Miley Cyrus. I think Party In The USA is catchy. I’d date Harry Potter. I can name all the past presidents of the United States. I know who was president before George Bush. I love pickles. I need the internet to live. I prefer vanilla over chocolate. I watched Star Trek. I watched all six movies of Star Wars. I own an Xbox. I think music is life. I prefer bands than singers.

source : http://crystalcandles.blogspot.com/

maaf ya de mega, aku copas ^^

enchanted

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

ah tolong, addicted bgt sama lagu ini akunya -_____-

back to december

i'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life, tell me how's your family?
i haven't seen them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever

we small talk, work, and the weather
your guard is up and i know why
because the last time you saw me
it still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses and i left them there to die

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and make it all right
i go back to december all the time

these days i haven't been sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving
when you birthday passed
and i didn't call

then i think about summer, all the beautiful times
i watched you laughing
from the passenger side
and i realized i loved you in the fall

and then the cold came, the dark days
when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your love
and all i gave you was goodbye

so this is me swallowing my pride

standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time

i miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
so good to me, so right
and how you held me in your arms
that september night

the first time you ever saw me cry
maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
but if we loved again i swear i'd love you right

i'd go back in time and change it but i can't
so if the chain is on your door, i understand

but this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and make it all right
i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time

all the time...


ah suka skali dengan lagu ini. berasa kayak pengalaman sendiri, tapi emang ada benernya juga sih :D


cinta atau nafsu ?

LELAKI sering di identikan dgn istilah ″0mes《0tak mesum》″ atau penuh nafsu apalagi jika melihat sang hawa yg aduhai seksinya seolah ingn memilikinya meski hanya dalm byangan saja.
Ya,it bs menjadi bagian dgn apa yg dikatakn nafsu sesaat.
Lantas,bisa jugakah dikatakn jatuh cinta? Dan apa yg membedakan jatuh cinta,atau nafsu kah itu? Cinta dan nafsu memang saling berkaitan erat.
Kekuatan pendorong imperatif seksual menjebatani kesenjangan antara gaya 0tak yg hampìr tdk sesuai dari kedua jenis kelamin.jadi nafsu dapat dilihat sbg salah satu ujung k0ntinum yg luas,yg mungkn atau mungkin tdk berujung pada cinta r0mantis.
Dan cinta adalah em0si manusia yg paling atas-transendental,agung dan mampu melahirkan keadaan em0si0nal yg dapt membuat lelaki ingn″MENJADI LAKI-LAKI YG LEBH BAIK″
Lelaki berperang atas nafsu,tetapi mereka membuat rumah dan keluarga demi cinta. Berikt tips untk membantu anda menyelesaikan masalah cinta ataukah nafsu?

>>CINTA JIKA
⊙hanya dia yg tercantik
⊙anda ingn menghabiskan wakt dgn nya
⊙anda lebh r0mantis
⊙anda selalu membelanya
⊙anda memiliki chemistry
⊙anda memperkenalkan nya kpd keluarga anda
⊙anda melihat masa dpn bersama
⊙dia membuat anda ingn menjadi 0rang yg lbh baik

>>NAFSU JIKA
⊙terg0da penampilan dan tubuhnya
⊙ke eg0isan anda berbicara⊙yg ada di 0tak anda″BERCINTA″Dengannya
⊙dia b0oty call anda
⊙anda pergi stelah″BERCINTA″

S0 everyb0dy
Manakah termasuk cinta yg kalian jumpai???

sumber : http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=7245443

sabrina - bleeding love

loved this song so crazy HAHAHAHA

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

sabrina - because of you

Want to but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday knowin' that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it and I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it
And it's all because of you [3X]
And it's all because...
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it and I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it's all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it's all because...
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

Ain't no doubt so strung out [2X]
Over you over you over you

Because of you
And it's all because of you
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug she's the sweetest drug

hello :)

Ketika di hadapkan dengan sebuah pilihan.
Aku tau keduanya memang pantas untuk aku pilih.
Keduanya mempunyai hal luar biasa,
Tapi apakah bs tanpa memilih ? Egoiskah seperti itu ?
Ketika aku berkomitmen dengan apa yg aku pegang, ketika aku belajar untuk konsisten dengan 1 keputusan. Selalu ada alasan untuk meng-ingkari-nya.
Tapi apakah kali ini pun saya gagal untuk memegang prinsip dan pilihan aku ?
aku benar2 sadar, memang tak ada yg sempurna. Sgala hal itu ada baik-buruknya.
Dan suatu hari nanti, seharusnya tak ada ‘keluhan’ yg aku ucapkan.
Bismilahirahmanirahim.
Mudah2an ini baik untuk hidupku ya allah.
Mudah2an dilancarkan segala halnya.
No more sad and tears, and hello my happines :)